June 30, 2010

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer



A lot can change in just 7 months. Although it seems like a blink of an eye, but still a lot can change. It wasn't easy to go through this again. Especially not from him.
I had faith and hope. All at the same time. Where did it all go? Down the drain.

"Move on" are the two words I keep telling myself.
I don't think i can imagine myself going through this.
I don't think i ever wanna put myself in this situation again.
It's not fair, cause i always am the one who ends up getting hurt.

Now that we're over and done with, Just
fuck off my life
And leave
HIM out of this. HE has nothing to do with this.

June 24, 2010

you're the thunder and i'm the lightning

My brother is finally coming back TONIGHT.
And this post is specially made for him
and posted by mua :DD

WELCOME HOME, BROTHER :)

AARON WILLIAM CHAI

P.S

This also means i have to go back to my old room :/
Dammmnnn...

i just can't breathe without you but i have to


without daylight, there's no you.


Guys can be such jerks sometimes. AND I HATE IT MOST.
What's worst is that, they hurt a girl's feelings without them knowing.
And the girl tries as much as she can to hide that feeling that she's offended.

ARGH, screw that -.- Anyways, school was okay. Had to do lots and lots of corrections to get
those extra marks. I got 69 for my Sivik just like my last term exam. Then, teacher said if we did the corrections, she'll add another 3 more marks. So, i got 72 which is quite reasonable.

Pn. Chia said there was going to be a hair spot check for girls. BUT there wasn't -.-"
All the girls clip up their hair for nothing. WTH, man.
Oh well, i'm having piano later at 9:30.

Screw piano classes in the morning! -.-


June 23, 2010

eenie meenie miney mo

girls just wanna have fun


I got back my exam results and none of it was pretty.
My science was pure failure EPIC FAILURE, man.
I can cry just because of the number 67.
Actually hearing it also I can cry.

Scouts, my patrol got real screwed.
We lost and weren't even synchronize at all :O
I'm not surprised though.
Got ATL seriously pissed and not to mention disapointed.

There's gonna be a 10km scouts hike this coming Saturday! EX-PEE
I can't wait and sho excited! *jumps up and down*
I also have a dentist appointment this saturday right after hike.
And after THAT! there's gonna be ROCK NIGHT. *woots*

I seriously hope i will make it.
Need something to keep me awake then ><
Last year's hike, all patrol passed by my house.
Hehe, but they didn't know XD

Oh well, here's an update you wanted.

birthday post.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FARINA

P.S

These photos were taken a really long time ago *winks*

June 20, 2010

what you waiting for

HEY !

I'm back from Koh Samui.
Awesome trip.
Except the fact that I was sick the whole entire time.

Will blog about it some other day.
School today -.-
Screw it

June 16, 2010

birthday post.



On my behalf of MUA (:

I would like to wish my dearest friend Shen Lynn


HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

I know it isn't your birthday yet, but i'll just wish you earlier.
I'd be in Thailand during your actual birthday date.
So, yeah.

Hope you like it.
This post is specially for you, my dear :D

You have been a good friend XD

June 15, 2010

when i look at you

you appear just like a dream to me

It's sad that I've got no plans today.
Well, I've packed my clothes and ready to leave tomorrow.
I don't think Nigel remembers that i'm leaving tomorrow.
Don't tell him though ><

Currently talking to Kevin.
Sho fun to talk to :)

Note to : Kevin

If you're reading this.
Hellooooooo, sonnie :)

Epic, man XD

Yeah, that's all i got.
To everyone out there..
This is most probably my last and final post.
So yeah.

where is he, when she needs him most.

Or Am I just for show?


Heyy suckers,

It's already Wednesday sho fast ♥

Yesterday all three of us, Ixora, Shen Lynn & I were webcamming altogether :)
I think that was our first time?
We even took some snapshots.





Natalie finally came in :D



Our Haagen Dazs :)
Mines strawberry.
Shen's green tea . Coolio :)

Personally, Ixora looks awesome here :D

Together as one :)





June 14, 2010

reach out for the stars


Hello Malaysia!


I've absolutely nothing to blog about until i googled about shoes.
I was just so bored and had nothing to do :/
So these are definitely in my wishlist ex-dee


Heels



this is my ultimate favourite blues :)


Sandals



on my way to the Australia last year, I saw one lady wearing these.
It's so pretty :)


FLATS

Flats are seriously my most favourite shoes.
Firstly, their comfortable.
Second, their so nice to wear.
Third, it looks good on everyone (:

Typically, I like all kinds of flats (:


but my time will be wasted on you.

Tuesday -.-

I'm not doing anything today except having tuition later at 10:30.
And tonight I have another tuition at 8.00 -_______-

That just makes things more better, doesn't it?
I even hate the teacher so much.

Nigel's lucky he's going ou with his friends.
I'm stuck here in the house :/
Nothing to do.

Maybe i'll just talk to Kiko for the day again.

Anyways, gotta run.
Chao..

time after time.



how time has flew so fast.
some people were once close but not now.

everyone and everything has change since i first knew them.
it just happens infront of our eyes.

and right under our noses.
will things ever turn out the way they used to be again?


June 13, 2010

you're disgusting



practically I woke up early to just go to the taman tun park for a morning walk.
sadly, i didn't get to see any monkeys this time.
ohh but the air was so fresh. well, cause of the green tress, of course.

erm, we went for breakfast after our walk of two rounds at the park.
after breakfast we headed home and took a really quick shower.

we weren't late for church.
but my mum was freaking out like a trampled cow -.-
and she put the blame on my father for always doing things so darn slow.

mass started just in time at 10:30 a.m sharp.
the usual, we did the same thing like how every sunday we do.

after church, we went home.
mum and i started baking cupcakes.
we didn't have the thing for the icing.
so we just poured the sugar icing on top of the cupcakes instead.

for dinner, went over my aunt's house.
dinner was great!
i even had root beer and i haven't had it in years.

after dinner, we went home :(
and uhh in the kitchen, i saw the cockroach near the dishes.
it's like a cockroach invasion!!

i would have taken a picture for you guys to see but it's gross.
so, my mum killed it.
and you have no idea how big that thing is

after killing it, we went to sleep peacefully.
and that's it!




tata's for now.

dude, anniversary


hey guys,

i'm like such a jerk ASSHOLE, man -_________-
i completely forgot about my anniversary with Nigel.
i just can't believe i've forgotten.

so i guess this is...

HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY

i <3 YOU, sexy legs (:

June 11, 2010

i can never get you off my mind.


Hey Peeps!

It's a Saturday.
I didn't even know it was a saturday until i checked the calendar.
LOLS.

i'm like super duper bored.
i feel like going out for a movie with my parents tonight.
or
maybe even go shopping (:

Cotton On is having a big sale.
sho happy (:
i want their sunglasses there.
sadly,
POKAI XD

i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You


I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

June 10, 2010

it's just you and me. that simple.

baby, don't leave me here.

Hello Malaysia! (:

three words.
i'm so bored.

haha, i guess you saw that coming.
i really don't know what to update my blog about.
well, probably cause there's nothing to update about? :/

school holidays are really boring.
i've started on my cuti terancang homework.
and i think it's just a waste of time (:

hmmm, nothing else to say.

So I guess this is goodbye for now.

i can honestly say, you've been on my mind


Yellooowwwwwwwww XD

I went out with Samantha and Francisco to ou on Wednesday.
Sam & i went in the morning and we walking in every shop.
we met so many many people whom we know from school -.-

what do you expect? holidays :/
Kiko came like 2 hours later.
i bet he had difficulty finding us *evil laugh*

so we decided to go watch a movie. Shrek forever after (:
it was boring at first but it was satisfactory lah ><
we walked to Romp.

Samantha bought a blouse for me from there.
I bought a shirt that Kiko chose.
I better hope he's happy with what i invested on him XD

So, uhh after that we went to Starbucks.
talked and laugh and talk (:

got to know each other.
played a dare game.
which was seriously pathetic -.-

and we stayed there till 5.30 p.m, i think.
then we both went our separate ways.
that was it for the outing.


P.S

Kiko should be thankful he has a friend like me (:
HAHAHAHAHA. Vain, i know XD

sunway lagoon (:

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (:

Slept over Samantha's house yesterday.
We watched Leap Year which was damn nice :)
and and..
after that we went to bed cause i got tired :/

i slept really well.
but samantha on the other hand, not so good. LOL

we woke up real early.
like around 8:00 a.m? (yeah, thats early)


and left the house at around 9-ish.
atleast i think so.
uhm, we arrived sunway lagoon at 9:30, like that.
we were like the second to step in and bought tickets.

we went on all the rides.
except two or three rides.
we went on the same roller coaster like 3 times.
believe it or not (:

we rented a locker.
5 bucks for it and we could only open it once. WTF _l_
And we had to open it like 2 or 3 times.

Samantha didn't dare to go on one of the water slides.
why?
she didn't had the GUTS.

the important thing was that we had lots of fun.
and
entrance fee was seriously not cheap :/






June 7, 2010

Camp ROCK

Hey suckers out there!

Imma just gonna update about the camp that I went over the weekend, kayys?
Shut up! & enjoy (:

Day #1

I woke up super duper early at 6:30 a.m
Got ready with my stuff and had breakfast.
Dad dropped mum and me at the church.
While he went to go park the car...

Uhm, we had orientation at the downstairs chapel.
It opened the parent's eyes about the whole camp thingy.
Atleast i think so.

After orientation, we headed to the bus which wasn't far away.
Said goodbye to my parents.
I was kinda hoping for them to wishh me a happy early birthday but they didnt -.-
I hopped at the front seat of the bus! *yays*

we arrived an hour later.
we all put our luggage on the truck.

some of the girls got a free ride form the truck.
lucky shit.

Brandon, Francisco (Kiko) and a few others and I had to walk up the steep hill.
It was gila crazy and challenging. But also worth it (:
I'd took of my shoes to walk up that hill.
Brandon and Kiko ran up like a bunch of crazies.

Well, we arrived like 20 minutes after that?
Went to the hall and after that lunch.

after lunch we did some obstacle course.
it was so damn FUN.
seriously worth my time.

I really wanted to crawl on the mud but i don't know why i didnt.
I guess i was scared i didnt have any extra change of clothes.
but honestly, i SHOULD have crawled.

after all obstacles, we headed back.
most people went swimming in the seriously freezing pool.
but i myself didnt go ><>

instead, i went for a freezing shower.
and no joke, it was damn freezing.
nobody could stand it. but i loved it (:

then, we had dinner and went back to the hall and there they shared with us their stories.
touching stories, that is.
then also we did some really awesome things.

i was actually waiting till midnight for my birthday, hahas (:
i even had my very own count down stored in my phone.
i even type out the count down wrong >< class="Apple-style-span" color="#FF0000">bimbo.


Day #2

we slept around 1 something and woke up at 6:30 a.m
everyone's alarm was ringing like gila crazy.

had breakfast at the canteen.
and breakfast was not fantastic.
we had mass in Bentong.
the chapel was really really nice (:

but on the bus i had a massive massive stomache ache.
and it wasnt pretty ><
i prayed and prayed for it to go away.
and infact, it did.

i had to lead the rosary, and indeed it was fun yet scary.
Cause at first glance, everyone was looking back to see who's doing the talk.
i should have hide my face ><

after mass we headed back to camp.
and believe it or not, everyone this time had to hike up that hill.
hahaha, another suffering but worth trying (:
oh and when i saw Gifford reached destination,
he took off his shirt which was damn bloody funny.
If only i had a picture to show you guys.
it was hilarious, man!

then we all had lunch.
and we of course did some activities such as suspension bridge,
FLYING FOX
and then i went swimming.
for those first timers, they seriously enjoyed the flying fox.

and apparently, my bro told me he has built his own flying fox before.
how cool is that, man.

after swimming, i headed for the showers.
freezing cold water again :/
WHICH i don't mind (:

err, then we had dinner.
after dinner did some awesome things again.
and at around 11 we had campfire.
which was so damn awesome (:

Uncle Alvin helped bake my cake.
I helped along the way. Brandon helped also.
It took really long for the cake to finish baking.

after finishing baking, i blow out the candles.
as usual! (:
then gave everyone a peace of cake.
i think they'd all liked it.
hahaha. part of the cake was ashed :/
so brandon said to flip it the other side to hide it.

after cake, most people stayed outside the hall to hear Uncle Alvin's ghost stories.
interesting, indeed! :)

I went back to the room and slept.
cause i was so tired after of all Kiko's bimbotic complaints (:

Day #3

We had breakfast at the canteen at around late 7 a.m
it was terrible nasi lemak.
Brandon and i talked about scouts.

And we saw a seriously cool orange moth.
Unbelievable, man. Yet scary.

after that, we did some talk and sharing.
and then at around 2 something we went back to pack our stuff.
and at 3 we left.

on the bus, me, kiko, brandon and a few others talked like crazy.
making a hell a lot of noise also :O

and we talked and laugh and talked.
damn funny wei whatever it was we talked about.

we suddenly talk about 2012.
and the whole world being underwater.
and brandon said that's how Atlantis started LOLGASM XD

and there would be mermaids everywhere and stuff like that.
we talked about how mermaids were gonna form.
which was Brandon screwing fishes HAHAHAHAHA
AND
that's exactly how we get mermaids! (: (: (:
All thanks to Brandon! *clap clap*

we arrived at around 4:30 p.m
my mum was darn early :O

and now I'm here.

I MISS CAMP SO MUCH ALREADY!!! :( *folds arm*