November 24, 2009

right here, right now


- she just can't handle the truth -

God, I don't think I can handle it anymore.
I need oppinions on whether I should or should not quit my piano.

Nobody listens. Especially someone I know.
My dad thinks its my waste of time and his waste of money.

Since the fees increases to every grade I go higher.
Now my fees are already RM250 a month -.-

Whats the use of my piano? My mum likes it a lot.
But my dad on the other hand, haih.

I have no support from him also -.-
He never listens. Whenever I am practicing, he just ons the tv as loud as possible -.-
AS IF I CAN CONCENTRATE?!

Plus, I'm starting to think that my piano is becoming noise.
I don't think I will ever join back piano.

Furthermore, my dad has never said anything about my playing before -.-
My mum told me that my dad only wants achievements from his children so that he feels good to brag about it to his friends.